Why is it that I am expected to accomodate everyone and everything, when the opposite is not to be expected, and I feel that it is an overbearing double standard that I as an individual am problematic, I am not problematic, I alas am not tollerant of ignorance, it simple pisses me off.

And whildst I say this blatlantly I refuse to be made a mockery of at the viewing pleasure of others.

Why is it that I am not permitted the same level of respect of everyone else while I am assumed to give it to people when it is not deserved. I am not, under any circumstances going to be expected to give people the honor of being respected by me if it is not earned.

Because that is how it works. Respected it not something that is provided to people as if it were some privilage, it is something that is given out in the hopes that it will be recieved in the same manner, if not it is of only slight consiqence in the according situation and an individual can leave holding their head high.

But it seems that I am not graced by those situations, it seems that I am graced by something else alot more overbearing! I am to give it at all times of the day and night only to be walked all over like some overbearing joke of nature.

I am reason to believe that I am blowing this out of proportion but it is just the matter of the fact that furiates me to no end.

I refuse to be the grunt of peoples excuses as to why their lives can not be peaceful, or why it seems that I am always seeming to get into scuffles with other people.

Principle means something to mean that will not mean much to others only if it suits them at any particular status in their lives, or even their days.

All in all I am just an angry person that does not like getting pissed off, is that such a difficult concept for people to understand?