So today is pep rally and I have alot to show for it. I like these days because it is colorful, and it adds a little jazz to our bland color scheme that I would have to define as our uniform. Yes, it is true the the whole 'private school' scene kinda revolves around the ideology of having to wear one specific color scheme I still like to make it mine in my own way.

   The school colors are green and white which is wonderful because I usually only have the attention span to coordinate one color, and thankfully that one color is green, and it goes without saying that I am a fiend with the color green. It rocks my socks!

   So the more green the merrier and that is all that I have to say about that. Though on the other hand I must admit that I am compelled to notice that life is good, and on my other blog I am happy to notice that I am living a good life which includes a fat pay check and even more things to do with my spare time. I know that I am a little lacking in the boyfriend department, but even so I still kinda don't want another one. I have so many guys throwing themselves at me, and as such I don't know what to do with myself at times, because I am really not into the whole relationship bit. And I know that I am not into the whole 'sex' bit (unlike some people I know)  I think that I am in the middle. An undefined medium of sorts.

    So this brings me to my original delimma; I want a boyfriend, but I do not want one. I want someone to give me the attention that I seem to want, though at the same time I am not willing to sacrafice my integrity for it. I am perfectly happy waiting for an opprotunity to present itself when I know that I am due for it.  I am not so far gone that I have lost touch with myself when to comes to self control in these situations. And thankfully I know where to draw the line when it comes to my sexuality.

   And this brings us to the topic that I have been waiting for ladies and gentleman. Teenage promuscuity, now I know that for some females this topic has alot of people sweating like whores in church, but it is a necessary evil in my world and must be dealt with accordingly.

   I can say that I am as far as being promuscious than most people would like to admit but I take pride in the fact that I can control myself and my desire to be with other people. I know that I have been raised to believe that my body is a temple and as such I know that is how I want other people to see me. But in this day and age a female's body is used as a bargining chip in relationships, or lack there of.

And that of all things truly discusts me for so many reasons, I can hardly stand to describe them.

All the same that is that and there is not much I can say about it. I like who I am and what I represent for myself. And if others can not appreciate that, it will be their problem.

Amen, and Amen